At some point it was going to happen. I am not angry or majorly concerned about it, maturity tells me every day would not be the way you intend it. It is okay, move along.
It has been this way for the past week. Somehow I failed in having strength, not mindset, or willpower, good old fashioned, my body is shutting off and I need to rest.
Waking at 3 am is no easy task, understanding the goal and getting it done does not always work hand in hand. I did it, because I want to create something with substance, my body protested.
Before you add your little two cents, I already know, I am doing too much. Meh!
When my morning begins at 3 am on some days my last class ends at 8.15 pm. In between that my schedule does not allow for much, so on the weekends I crash.
This week actually having the strength to do any type of exercise didn’t exist. One day I said listen stop this mess, go grab a few sets before your shower. So I sauntered to the post, ready with resistance straps in hand, my body said, “oh okay, you go girl!”
I raised the straps and got them half way over my head before my arms were like, “you real wicked yes!!!”
I gave a little laugh and a sigh and went along to get my shower and act my age. Yes, I really want to become that best self, in all honesty my 90 day deadline would meet me better mentally prepared with a few uploaded exercises and better willpower.
Will this week coming be the same? Heck nah! Everyone is geared up with proper walking gear, so here we go, back at it again.
Setbacks prove that you are human, it is inevitable, if only we would have our lives set the way we planned, I am sure we would think that is awesome, but it’s the setbacks that build character and strength. Having them once in a while is great for balance.
Even with my extreme fatigued we were unable to connect this week, which I really didn’t like, so I needed to check in to tell you I am still here fighting the good fight.
As I finish gathering my thoughts my eyes are closing down, I guess we are at the age where afternoon naps are needed for restoration. I would be seeing you guys really soon with excitement this week, Whoop whoop!
Setbacks are real. The ugly reality!